Why did i choose the name Scorpio???

After telling a few guys that i have started blogging...The very first question they asked me was why did i chose the name SCORPIO???I was perplexed why they ask me this question rather than asking what kind of Articles do i Post!!!So i thought let me tell a few qualities in me rather all scorpions...what are they and how do they think......
Well i think i stand out in crowd and always have a fan load following me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....I always see it to the end of any responsibilities undertaken(Really!!!!!U gotta ask my seniors), Hmmm pretty attractive and romantic (For God Sake please don't mistake me), I don't have tons of friends but few friends are really close to me,At times could be really harsh to enemies.
So this is why i chose that my blog itself should have the name SCORPIO in it.Hopefully I'm not wrong.Well guys who know me should definitely accept the fact what i have told above...
Off late I have got a feeling that I am not putting my best efforts in writing these posts.I myself can feel that the standard has come down...Well not the standard rather my language...So at present I'm trying to improve my vocabulary and not to make too many spelling mistakes.though this is not any formal letter or something official....

How Superstitious are we???

This question has raised several times in my mind.But i never felt like talking about this issue.The answer is clear just because I am very sentimental.But now you may ask me why i chose to write this topic.I am short of words to put my thoughts in.But still i will try my best to put in my thoughts at the best and try to make this post as interesting as possible.
Well the answer is I am trying to overcome this feeling.So let me see how well this thing works out for me.
When you start something or do some work you see what time you start the work.
Everyone in this world is sentimental about something or the other with a few guys being exceptional.May be its religious or I don't have any words to explain this.
However i would tell about myself I had been very sentimental or rather you can put it this way.I was very superstitious.Hmmm....no not was but I am still very superstitious.
May be the cause for this I feel is society.I remember my granny telling me not to go outside when a cat crosses your path or when a widow comes in front of you...Don't pass the Oil from one person to another(I follow this Ha Ha Ha)I don't know why but i like this...Don't utter the word Salt(Uppu in Tamil) at night.Well this is being said cause those days there were only small Chimneys in houses and once you tell Salt(Uppu) it may go off..This has become a superstition i believe.Well you may understand this better if you know Tamil...
I was superstitious to such an extent that i used to wear the same shirt for all my exams that i used to wear on the first day of my exam.No matter how much ever it would stink.I really feel dejected or get upset when something in my daily routine misses out.I consider myself so stupid when i try to follow them but still i enjoy doing them.
I believe that this itself gives me an passion to do something.I fell much confident.At times things do turn other way round for me.But no matter what it comes i prefer following them.You may think what kind of guy he is.Well to all those are reading this I'm such a kind of guy.I ought to write a line from a Govinda starred Hindi movie "Gambler"..which goes like this..."Meri Marzi....."(My Wish)....This do happens in all thing not alone in this matter...I know i am doing something wrong but I enjoy doing it.Don't mistake me that i love doing wrong things but I'm telling about the activity...Ooooof....guess i had scribbled quite a few facts about superstition as well as about me.....
I don't know what more to add in this post.I feel i have keyed in whatever i have known...

This Week!!!!

Hiii All,
This past week had been pretty Ok...Well there is nothing much to jot down in this post.The funniest part is just because i need to post some crap im publishing this.I got a chance to learn lot of new tech stuff.I hope this wud be of great use later......I even tried to do some preparation for my certification which was little successful...But still Im not satisfied with my effort.
I even got a new BLUETOOTH DONGLER for my mobile.Well you guys may know well this.But this thing is really too cool guys.....
Well i will b enjoying pongal at my home after two years i suppose.....Looking forward to have some delecious curries.....Nothing much to0 add....

Goals!!!!!

I have decided to publish at least two-three posts every week.To begin with i don't know what to jot down in this post.
The people around me never seem to understand me. All they want is their job to be over by any means no matter whatever be the situation i am in.Oops.... i have again started to scribble down what i did in my last post.Lemme tell you what i did this past week........
I got a new Nokia 5200 this past week. I then got a chance to meet one of my best buddies i ever had.I had a very good time with her.I have set quite a few goals for me this new year.Well... I can tell its a sort of resolution. As i mentioned in my earlier post, I look forward to complete change over of my thoughts. Its not possible to be so....But im really waiting for that change over. I am also planning to wash out my long time due of writing a certification. Why do everyone pester me to do this???? Im also trying to prepare for it...But the issue is im not able to concentrate.This problem had been traveling with me all through my life and has made its inroads well into me.So first Im trying to evade this thing out of me.So i have set a deadline by the end of Jan i will comp at least one exam. For a few guys who like to pull others legs its Jan 2007.
Am trying to practice "Routhiram Palagu". well i even tried doing it but started feeling that I hurt that guy which i should not have felt. But i am pretty sure that i would be very serious than i had been in the past years. Off late a passion arose inside me to achieve something get settled at the earliest.Well i may sound like a typical middle class guy but that is what everyone should aim at... So let me see how far i would go in achieving my targets or rather the so called targets....Hmmm....till my school days i had been able to hit the Bull's eye every time, but this has not been the case in my college so i myself am looking forward how good i will fare in this battle...
Well i would soon update you all on my ventures.....Lets wait and see.......:-)

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Hi All,
I wish you all a very happy new year.May b this is not a kind of topic to start with in the new year.

Im not able to think of any topics for this post.I don't know why but my think tank has run out of gas...I keep chewing

something in my mind but im not able to figure out why these thoughts occur. Off late my friend's tell me i keep thinking

unnecessarily.Yeah may b thats true but im not able to stop thinking about those trivial issues.
I feel damn restless sitting in my office.I fear that im gonna get screwed fortunately not much happens..But

ultimately i had kept thinking all the time How to evade the situation which was too unnecessarily..This thought happens in

every task i take up or every venture i go through....:-(
The funniest part is all this while when i was drafting this post a similar thought was running through my mind...
I know i need to change change my way of thinking.Not now but for the past 4 years i had been trying to do this but in vain.
When something happens contrary to what i expect i start wondering that y did it happen that way.I keep squeezing my brain y

did it happen that way rather than thinking what was wrong or how to solve the prob.These Days i have become too sensitive

taking all trivial or even more minuscule things to my heart and this adds to my worries.May b worries is not right something

else....
And my expectations are crossing the limits...No no no they have already crossed their limits and gone out of my

reach....And i know very well that this wud definitely not work.And when that does not work i feel like banging my head or

crying like a small child.which of course i have done several times in the past.I remember a saying which one of my best

friends pradeep had told me "Edhirparpugal ellai meeravittal,emattramum ellai meeradhu"...(When ur expectations don't Cross

limits ur disappointments also would not cross its boundaries)...

Though i try to remember this every time im not able to follow it....

I might have sounded too boring.......for a few...for some it might be a case of dejavu coming to their thoughts

that this happened to me.and for senior i can hear you cursing me wat a kind of guy this is.....

Am really looking forward for your comments....